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no sense talk
bad day!!
1462 days
Life’s funny… people say it takes away something from you but gives you something in return as well.
But does it? Today i lost quiet lot of money (not that much but for me: its dherai nai. Aba Nepali ko kamai herera ta dherai ho ni tyo amount…) Ohh, and to add misery, it was not my money but my sister’s which was supposed to be used for a noble cause: education. Aba j hunu bhai sakyo, umlya dudh ma k tauko dukhaunu (Sigh, good way to console myself.) But with that money i could have gone to Bryan Adams ko concert. Not that i want to go, was wondering myself: bela na kubela k aako hola. young hunda aako bhaye po ramailo hunthyo jun bela sabai bhanda dherai geet uskai suninthyo….aba ahile!! Feri concert ni nahola jasto chha. I was reading news that National Sports Council which own our only stadium asked for ghush meaning bribe for renting out the stadium, and at least 5 sports bodies demanded stadium be not used for concert as it will destroy grass of stadium. Well their point is valid too: Nepal is participating in AFC Challenge Cup and they need ground to practice which do not have all the dhunga and mato matra. Feri aru le bhanne holan, j gare pani harne nai ho kyare… so why to spoil all those ticket holder’s fun? They have valid argument as well.
Relating with concert: I was thinking to get subscription of one National Daily which is giving free tickets to the concert for 2 years of subscription. Then another news hit me: Bryan Adams’s Delhi concert is cancelled due to security. Aba Kathmandu concert pani cancel huna ke ber. Ani ta ghata bhai halyo ni since newspaper won’t return back my money 
Since i mentioned how my whole day is ruined. It started from the very morning itself. It was 4 in the morning and I woke up with a loud bang and noises made by my window panes. The first thing that came in my mind was: Shit! earthquake. Without thinking anything, i ran to my mom’s room to wildly ask what’s happening to which my mom calmly answered: thunderbolts. Then another loud bang. One of colleague described how she thought it was a plane crash. Later news said the thunderbolt partly destroyed 300 years old temple at Swayambhu.
I managed to write all these here sitting at my veranda waiting for my mom to come so that i could enter my room. It’s locked and i don’t have keys. This post is definitely dedicated to her.
Event that was…
0466 days
What’s wrong with you People?
I was at so-called festival where you could eat momo as much as you like that too of so many varieties. We had reserved few chairs for our friends and waiting for them to return back with momos. Few people came and asked if the chair was free which weren’t. But there was a smart-ass who didn’t bother to ask. He just pulled the chair and took away – to my utter surprise. He seemed to be educated but too bad he lacked the basic culture of civilization: that is to ask. I hadn’t recovered from my shock, another shock hit me. Famous band Kutumba which plays traditional music was playing on stage. And the crowd just gathered around the stage, standing in front us obstructing our view. Hello, you are allowed to see but not obstruct others. We had to shout but still they either acted or really didn’t hear us and I had to literally poke them to tell them. Later many people again gathered and obstructed. We didn’t have any power left to tell everyone even we were there to see what’s happening at stage.
And one word became legendary at program: Exactly. The male M.C. was so much in love with the word, every time as a counter to female M.C. he began his sentence with exactly. It was like
Girl: this program is sponsored by this, that, this
Boy: Exactly, and we are doing …..
Girl: Hold on people, we have performance by this band…
Boy: Exactly….. Exactly….. exactly….. exactly….
Didn’t count how many times he used that word but it must have easily crossed 100.
The momos were yum. There were 22 varieties of momo and 9 varieties of pickles ranging from momo made from vegetables, chicken, pork, mutton, buff, sweets, fruits and so on. But I felt ticket price were a bit high and thanks to my friend I was misinformed about the event. I was told there are unlimited free soft drinks and free ice-creams (then only I agreed to pay the ticket) but reality was there was only a 250 ml. coke available for free and no ice-creams (you have to pay extra of course) but it included 30 ml of White Mischief vodka. I demand ice-cream now!!!!
Probably I missed to tell in beginning: I was having bad headache, had planned to go home and sleep but I ended up being there. The headache is back and I am trying to sleep!
what i saw is what i am telling you
0469 days
Yes, I am back to the little-town after almost a week.
Traveled, saw interesting things, listened interesting stories: Some worthy to share, some worthy for self-amusement only.
Had interesting free wifi session at Nepalgunj Airport. We decided to look for coke (man, mid west is reigned by Pepsi, yuck) and we voila, we found one shop. There i decided to go online and what, there was unsecured wifi. As i started uploading some pics i had clicked on the way and checked few emails. My partner in the trip asked to use the email as his iphone gave Dhoka in connecting to the available wifi. We were sitting in chairs that were attached to eachother. As soon as i handed my lappy to him, suddenly wifi is gone. Again he gave to me and it was back, full on. We both got surprises and joked…. Man there were no barriers around but still network waves decided to amuse us. 
Another interesting discovery i made was: Buddha air flies to Lakhnau at around 6K and train ticket to Delhi is just under 400 NRS. Seems i should give in to my desire to visit Delhi using this route hehe….or go little more to Bangalore or Chennai or Mumbai Oh, now my desire goes wide and big lol
While flying above Kathmandu Valley one thing i saw was: almost 3 quarters of valley was having load shedding. You sucked NEA but the roads looked so beautiful with vehicles lights….it was more like some wedding night lights…. awesome 
the rainbow wardrobe
2573 days
I am never shy to experiment with colors. Gimme any color, i wear them if i feel like. I was going through my wardrobe and discovered that my clothes indeed have made it like rainbow has come into my room.
I was in love with blue, then my love shifted to black, then white, then again blue and then purple and then orange and then green… so if i hang most of recent T-shirts/Ts it will be like rainbow….
Anyone out there who compete me? lol
not ready to make nice
0846 days
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Once Shakespeare cried out; Life is a drama and we are mere actors.
This line always resonates in my head: actors, actors!
I ask myself, Am I actor too?
Sitting in this cold chair, looking around happy faces: I confront myself. Am I not? When have I been real? I prefer to be more reel than real. I have always pretended to hide myself from gaze, stare, judgments, and what not?
Searching skeletons in my wardrobe!
I always acted like the big cat; not afraid to reveal, at least to some. But when time came, I chickened out. Chicken; cuckoo-doodle-do.
My dad always tried to teach me: stand up for yourself, not for others but for yourself. I try to look back; have I? When my own relatives tried to snatch things away, I pretended I am too young to confront. If only had I said NO, things wouldn’t have been this way. Probably, I would have something else to rant about but not this one. Many relationships made, broken, betrayed over the time but I never had my own say. Had I taken my own stand, would things be this way? Certainly not.
Is this trait going to overrun me this time too?
Truth: stranger, bitter, unpredictable, magnificent. But still the most feared one.
No, I can’t digest bitter and stranger truth. Would I be always waiting for truth to be magnificent?
With truth: comes judgment. And I am afraid of that. Your truth will be more stranger and bitter than my truth. Won’t it be, or am I now trying to judge you?
I thought it’s up to me: why, whom, when and how! Probably a cover!
It’s time to follow my father’s footsteps. I don’t care how ugly it could be but I am not ready to make nice! And also I am not ready to back down. I shall leave things from future for future to deal with.
Stranger, bitter, unpredictable, magnificent: but truth.
Wat ya Said!