sensing myself at the beach
Friday, October 30th, 2009For many, a beach is just a seashore where water and land meet together but for many, like i, it’s a symbol of freedom, a point to start journey to Neverland.
My country is landlocked and i had never ever seen the beach. All i had seen was in movies…… I wanted to walk along those sands, play with the waves and feel free like birds flying above…

At last on October 17, i saw the beach at The Hague!!
It was submerged in darkness but still i could see the waves making it’s way, rushing through, to meet the land, like it’s meeting it’s love after a long time. I walked through the sand making my footprints and gently played with the icy cold water. I wrote a name on the sand and waited it to be washed away wishing the dream i just wrote in sand would be fulfilled. As the wave gently washed it away, i felt the Wishmaster has heard my wish at last. I breathed cold salty air and felt free, truly free after a long, long time. I could hear the fury of sea yet could feel the calmness it shows. Feeling happy, i slowly walked back.
The beach wasn’t just a beach for me, it was a sense of Freedom, a moment of Dream coming true, a Jubilation of just winning battle. Abolve all, feeling of Falling in LOVE.
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I admit, I don’t do most of things I am supposed to do myself- like making bed, or washing clothes or cooking, oh guess, cooking is not on my to do list. Just because I don’t cook or wash or make bed, I don’t become a lame duck. I pointed this truth to my mom but it fell on her deaf ears.
I was cruising through busy streets of New Road. Suddenly I saw a busy kiosk of books on the roadside. So I stopped there and started to scan the books. Seeing me eying the books, the owner of around late 30′s asked me whether I would love to buy Nepali version of Maxim Gorkhi’s Mother. I said NO and before I asked her my question, she showed me Gorkhi’s ideologies, then some other communist leader’s book, some home grown communist guerilla’s story and many other.

