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Tired
Am just very tired. Tired of everything. And i hate it.
- Tired of explanation.
- tired of work
- tired of the way i am living
- tired of what not? I wonder what not.
Am frustrated. 
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Hey Rabin, I hear ya. I’m 48. Non typical. I share many of your attrubutes as stated. Recently been through some difficult marriage stuff. No kids. Just absolutely tired of shit. I’ve been around kicking motherfucking ass out here for a long time. Longer than you. I’m still searching. I was in the Marines when I was your age. Now, I’ve seen a lot, done a lot. I try to be good to the few people in my life. Have helped a few people from dismal situations, sharing my strenth and knowledge to help them when no one else would. Felt good to see them change. Married life is not worth the trouble. Thats what I have concluded. Be that as I see it, having invested 10 years into it, I’m hanging in there.
For people like you and me, we must be very careful and highly selective as to who we choose for the ultimate mate. Ignorance is bliss is more than a cliche. It is stone cold truth. But what about us?
Here’s what I wish to say to you. Be true to who you really are and allow no one to disolve this. There are a lot of people out there who have many personality flaws they either are not aware of or just cannot help. They will suck the life blood right out of your body man. Avoid them and most certainly avoid legally binding agreements with them.
Be the fuck who you are and fuck-em if they don’t dig it. Bottom line. Rejoice in who you are and your uniqueness. You may feel alone sometimes, I do, but relax. Be kind to yourself. And be ready to fight for who you are, because many people out there have no clue who the fuck they are and will endeavor to dilute you. Its human nature I guess. Be mentally tough when dealing with these fuckers. They are all around you. pretending to be something they are not. Then here comes you into the room. Feeling disenchanted sure, but at least being genuine and real. Stay the course. get some pussy or something. hell, feed your manhood. A good peice of ass will go a long way in settling you down.
You ever see the Steve McQueen movie Papilon? There’s a scene where he and a native girl are sitting in the surf and she is cleaning his teeth with a small stick. Check it out. I keep having the dream that that is me one day…
Feel free to email me. The reason I am responding here is simply this, you remind me of me. I’m holding out my hand bro. I want you to get fighting mad and make some changes. Be tough. Be indegestable to anyone trying to feed off you. Give as much as you can to those that need it and deserve it. Don’t worry, you’ll recognize them along the way. Be a Champion!